WHat This ?

Regatta ~

2005-11-23T19:55:00.000-08:00

KILL!

2005-09-18T08:47:00.000-07:00

The only thing i want and determine to do now :

Study HARD I mean REAL HARD!
HELP the TEAM and DENNIS!
Cherish relationship!(Friendship)
Train as HARD as Possible.
Follow closely with my Goal.
Find a GF(nah! Joking)

I have been messing up my life for a long long time...
Sometimes i think that i very smart , can play with people's mind.
That isnt the way, i realize that i can't control everything.
Things are so different it used to be. I asked myself why people dont invite me for outing or chilling out. As someone told me before that i need to enjoy being alone. Well, i sick of being alone. When i was about primary 3, Mom and Dad had to go work . And i have to stay Home alone. I have been throught this for about 9 years already. I am the only child. I am so sick and tired of being alone.Until she came, thought that i not alone again. In the end , me, myself and my com.I used to train everyday , when my friends ask me out .. i told them i am training.. you have to give up for something to obtain something that you desire. Messed up the relationship with my team mate. I sucks with handling with relationship.
Is it cool to be loner ? I dont know.. Did i choose the correct path of being a sportsman. ?

2005-08-19T00:12:00.000-07:00

I have not Buy anything for myself for a long long time..I think i have to working then i can get myself this things.

My Wish List :

Watch - Bought
Crumpler Bag Large -
DC shoe -
2 new Pair of Running shoe - Bought
T-shirts -
LEVIS Jeans -
Caps -
Ipod -
PSP-
Dragon Boat T paddler -
Com Monitor -

Thats All for now HEHE...

anyway, today training was good. But i felt very tired even before training starts. Ben turn up and said it was napfar test.. Quite happy with all the result. But suck at sit - up , need to impove on that. Overall quite good..

2005-08-15T23:05:00.000-07:00

After reading someone's blog... its seems there are people worst than me.. Yet , they stand up so fast.. and got on with Life. Haiz .. I am like WTH... Compare to her .. i am like a little shrimp.So much has happen to her . I am suppose to be stronger , but i am not. I dont know what the hell am i doing.. I dont know whether my goal could reach mah.. it seems so near and so far~ Seems there are something missing in the team. Its so different from last time when Reuben, and the senior were around .. they are more .. i dun know ..

2005-07-31T22:29:00.000-07:00

I this song by James Blunt. Its goes this way :
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F**king high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

I like this song alot .. This songs sometimes describe my Feeling .. Haiz..
Anyway, after seeing the NCC , wanted to go and compete. But its impossible. I think i made up my mind on what i really wants ... My Goal~.
I must follow my goal and try to achieve it !!!